Who Am i to Me?

am i known to me?

am i myself when i think about myself?

oh, what is this self attached to me

that i must know

for i want to live.

Well, i am living, i am breathing

yet somehow

the voidness captures my soul

entangling, exhausted.

i am just alive

i am not a warrior fighting to survive.

but, i am fighting

the shadows of me, that swallows

i am dead inside.

i am just dead

i am not a warrior fighting to survive.

i am now what I was

when i was nothing and everything

at the same time.

am i known to me?

yes, i am

but the soul inside, doesn't know

for i am not me

if i get to know myself.

i am me, when i don't know who i am to be.